Looming Fate

So i was going through my old art books and story books ( lol i wrote my own stories for fun which is how i ended up making all my oc. though the stories are for personal fun )

and i found my awful old reference drawing of takai. i literally almost laughed at how much i sucked at drawing XD. this is kind of the face I made when i saw them after so long at first then i started laughing

anyways after seeing the original design i thought i wanted to draw him in that design again. since it matches more his character. he has a dark background story and the design i gave him in the hyo x takai drawing seems too...happy i guess lol. ( no he's not an emo, he has emotions like happy and all that other stuff just hard for him to open up to people =u=' )

on the old reference page it had a page and notebook number to something i wrote in the story ( yes i numbered each page and each book i used while writing >A< ). got me to a monologue with takai, talking about fate and how it is fair to others but not all. I took one of the things i wrote and it pretty much motivated me to draw this lol.

i guess it would go hand in hand with this drawing i did before about fate =u=, but in this one the feathers of his black wings are beginning to fall as the fate of despair ( reaper looking guy XD ) becomes more deeply connected to him.



i think that's enough talking from me sorry for this long artist comment. ( and no i won't do a before and after picture lol i would die from embarrassment from how bad i was back then )